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lyrics
This has gone well past the point of saying sorry
So let me be your headache since you've often been mine
I'd recount all the damages but there isn't enough time
It's not a complicated thing to understand
You wanted an answer, "no" is an answer
I can't believe you loved me and you forced my fucking hand
And called it "perspective", that's not "perspective"
It's rape
Penetration is outdated
And I never thought that I'd be
Planning the best place to lay on the tracks, to lay on the tracks
Sitting in my room and wishing it would collapse, it would collapse
I don't matter, that's all I learned from you
And this was never love, it's just a play for power
You're showing off an aptitude to silence my voice
By giving me the option and then spitting on my choice
I'm not okay and it won't go away
I'm out of love and I'm withering away
You took your shot, now look what you got
You took your turn and you left me here to burn
I'm not okay and it won't go away
I'm out of love and I'm withering
And I still loved you
And I still love you
I am nothing
I am skin and organ and I'm bone
This is not life
This is just depression and alone
I see it in my eyes when I look in the mirror
This is crying, this is me crying for fucking help
Everybody knows but no one really understands:
When someone takes your agency, your life's out of your hands
credits
released March 5, 2017
Pepper Toucher - Guitars and Vocals
Crackle Topcoat - Bass and Vocals
Terrible Tom - Drums
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